The Life Of A Lie

The Life Of A Lie

Liar Liar Pants on Fire

 

‘Honesty’ is Always the best Policy, It’s worked for Me all through my Life, & whoever tells me & those who had, – “A little white Lie, never Hurt anybody”, are of those who can’t be Trusted. & let’s just say i had seen an act of Sin, which concerned ‘You’, with you then asking me if i had seen anything, i would Say “NO”, But How did i know, when your Car had been Stolen, with a little Baby in the back seat of it, & not a moment too soon, Police Cars, pass you by in a rush, stopping at the next junction lights.. Prior to, I witnessing with a Clear Description of the Car Thief, & with the ability to Stop this act, as i needed only 10 seconds to approach him, or make a phone call, or even Attract attention by calling out loud, disorientating this Action, the Thief needing close to 30 seconds to unlock the car with a Coat hanger wire..
following 5 minutes after our small talk, i approaching the Junction where the Police had been, to find the perimeter had been Taped & Blocked off, though as a pedestrian with the ability to walk in closer Range, i had noticed The Driver & Baby with some other car bits & pieces ‘Scattered” in Front of the two Cars involved in a Tragic Accident, leaving Three people Dead, & a wreckage unidentifiable, & let’s not get into the Gory Bits,

‘We get the Picture’..
I Look back to Find You, with a Conscience, & proceed walking towards where we Last met; though on the way realizing the ‘Guilt’, what Shame, I would have to ‘Lie’ to support another ‘Lie’, But the ‘Truth’ is, gaining in on your whereabouts, Truthfully, i had been at your Mercy, Drowning in my Own Tears, I could not tell you what had happened, but Crying to you for forgiveness; I was more ashamed & feeling Deflated, more than You had been worried for your car being thieved; & i Crying to you, “Please Forgive me…, I could have done something to Stop the thief”.. I then needed a bed to Lay on, as the ‘Guilt’ had Suddenly taken over my Strength, as if my Bones, & muscles had been taken from me; Feeling like Jello..

 

The Moral of the Story is, “Honesty is Always the Best Policy”

 

People Shy From the Truth, thinking the ‘Truth Hurts’, In My Point of View,

call it Cruel or whatever you please, but, The ‘Truth Must Hurt’, In order to keep Truth, Stay True to You.. True to Others..

 

By the way, I wrote this from another’s Perspective & what he had dwelt with, after turning a Blind Eye; Now he has to Live with a Bitter Future Remembering his past Act of Carelessness, You Can’t even mention Pinocchio to him, as this has changed his Life Dramatically..

 

Yes, i would have mentioned the Truth to You..!

Yes, i would have Apprehended the Thief – Big or Small..

 

Stand up to Yourself, Stand up to the ‘Truth’.. The Past not only Effects You, But, Be at least Considerate to the ‘Future’ of Others..

Based on a True Story..

Whatever situation your in,  consequences have their Prices, so to those who Fake their way around, other’s live it in Reality..

 


 

 

 

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‘Sometimes I Wonder’

‘Sometimes I Wonder’

* Cheating Death ‘Several times’ – Then i hear the Church bell chimes,
I’ve Been So many times in Hospital Beds,
though i woke up a little dreamy from all the Meds,
I never Really thanked the Gods Above,
But i know he Knew Of all my Love.
I Cherished Every moment at Presence,
though, forcing in belief i living a Pretense,
Mishaps always show me the way,
the feel of pain is Numb, i hadn’t noticed it go Away.
Soon i had been on my feet again,
knowing in life i had so much to Regain.
Accidents, almost losing my head,
you wouldn’t know looking at me, i was ‘The Walking Dead’.
I Drove my Car Tumbling Upside Down,
to wake Staring at a White Gown,
The Smile on the Face, who would hand me the Crown,
My Guardian mentions with a Frown.
“You are the Angel, that was Sent, to forget any Resent”,
i believe those words were Meant,

Car Crashed                         Guardian Angel

It all had started as a new Born,
with many Hearts and Minds were Torn,
My Mother almost Lost her Life,
which upset my Father, she being his Wife,
Heavily losing Blood, as i ripped her Umbilical cord,
but saved by the strength, of the ‘Lord’,
Further more, the lives were Granted,
Doctors and nurses, excited, reliefs were Chanted.
Though, from that day until the end,
it had been a struggle, for this pain to Mend.

mother & child after birth

‘Sometimes i Wonder’ if Life could be better,
and that is why i write this letter,
To remind myself, it could have been Worse,
that I am a ‘God sent’, & not a Curse,
Labelled a ‘Lifetime’, a “Good for Nothing’,
& in Retaliation & tiredness, Huffing & Puffing,
I Felt so much a ‘Loser’,
being Punched & Kicked, with Harsh Verbal, from the ‘Abuser’.
I was the Naughtiest child, at my young age,
that’s what they said, not allowed out, i felt ‘Locked in A Cage’.
I had so much Talent, though locked up & ‘Abused’,
Branded like an Animal, & also ‘Accused’.
Do this, Don’t do that, Nor make a Sound,
if i’d Disobey, i’d get Thumped to the Ground.

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Nothing Really Matters Anymore, But it Does to Me,
i was forced to be Sad,but i still choose to be ‘Happy’.
So Many untold events in ‘My Life’,
even if i was Innocent, i still end of in ‘Strife’.
I have So much to Learn, from being ‘Good & Kind’,
it seems almost the same as being ‘Stupid & Blind’.
‘Sometimes I Wonder’ my Life to be different in Mind,
Like Magic & Potions together, Combined,
Just to Live a day not knowing the Pain,
Just to know Really, if i’m not Insane.
Yes, I wonder if i hadn’t been Tortured, Abused,
Robbed of the Spotlight, Pushed Aside & Used,
Would i still have been a Creative Person who Cared,
or a Dull & Cruel Crook who never Shared.
Whatever it was, that had ‘Set me Back’,
Helping hands of time to Mend, but with my strength i won’t Slack.
I Will Always know who i am, coz i’m the Man,
The only One who lives my Life, The Only One who Can.
‘I Always Wonder’

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*This Is a Mans World*

*This is a Mans World*  Their is a Reason Why..!

WARNING:- If Your heart is too soft, or the Truth Hurts, You should not read on,
So Don’t Criticize me, when i tell you i had been Truly Honest even in Hurtful relationships in the past, & i’m still a Descent Person, he who had Opportunities to be in High Advantaged Bands, like in 1 case, one of the 3rd best drummers Locally, had lost his Life on a ‘750cc Suzuki GSXR Motor Bike’ Accident, as he decided one night to have a Friendly race with one of his mates, who he had met at the Traffic Lights, which had turned green & off they sped, clipping each others handle bars, after a wide fish tale, his bike slipped & he ended in the gutter head first, with an Instant Death; Prior to that, we had Arrangements, I would Write & Sing the lyrics  as he loved a piece that i had written for him, though Descent music In between Seal, & Lionel Richie;.., it did not happen, Instead i Buried my Friend, & Buried my Dreams with him..,

Still Eager to Manage my Hobbies as a Writer – Music, poems, Stories – Non fiction, Children’s books, Fiction, & whatever the Creative mind Visions with passion, Lost Few of my friends, as i had been absent, & Numb Minded, with ‘Time’ being a ‘Friend’ to ‘Heal’ a ‘Feared Soul’;
In fear to Involve myself & Commit to a Friendship with others then, what if i Lose Another..
Not Long later, i had been Drinking for Seven months Straight at a Bar as a Full time Customer, & met up with a Swedish Bloke, He had to be ‘1st best musician Locally, – (Drummer, bongos, benches, glass cups with water, mouth, Organ, Guitar, & whatever else he could play music with)., it had taken us 7 months to realize we were good friends, & i looked up to him, he being 5/6 years older than me. He worked with a Style that made even a Statue Smile, he always new how to break the Ice, meaning, their was never a person who would leave the Bar Unhappy, but always to leave with a Memory Unforgotten..

I was a Baby sitter to his Child for 2 months as he was away, then when he returned after his duty, we somehow drifted apart for at least 2 months, to then be called by his wife, to inform to me, that he had been found ‘Dead’ outside the Cemetery in his Car..
I was Shocked & felt Guilty, knowing we had been in a Conflict, before losing touch of each other those 2 months before; it was a Misunderstanding that should not have happened, though i also had in mind to approach him & ask him to Reconsider our friendship, no matter who’s  fault it had been, but i was too late.. I buried him & our Plans to Rock the Nation..
Losing friends was One of my Ugliest Hobbies, with Me Drifting away from myself, Let alone, my life of Abuse that i had Lived Scarring me to an extent, i felt i could not find anymore my ‘Direction’, feeling Deflated, Exhausted, Cursed, & Useless..,  So i continued on following my Shady Shadow of a Life..

If i had made People Laugh, it was because i had been Sad inside,

If it had been Stolen from me, I would have Given it away anyways,

If i had given my Sincere Love to the wrong Lady, I would have Lost my Love from Her before realizing it – She taking advantage of my Kindness..

My Pure Kindness had always been a Threat to those, who were Threatened by my, accusing me of being shifty.

We were once Innocent Beings, Until we witnessed Sins..

Like a Virgin losing her Virginity

and Good doesn’t stay Good Forever…!!

This is also abusive to the Guilty who have been sexist & in Denial of themselves, stating half a story, evading the core of problems, leading to discrimination, upon others..

I am not Racist nor Sexist, just writing this piece from experiences, & why not, also & Only for those Ladies who Don’t get it & always blame Men for everything that ever went Wrong by previous relationships, and for Fun writing..

Creative Writing, just having some fun, with words..

Before, the woman stood up for Equality,
to Live a life of Normality,
Crying, what man can do, i can do better,
so it was agreed after the vote, to ‘Let Her’.
But you see, some woman lost the whole point,
they cry they don’t need Men, but it ‘Aches’ in their Joint.

Who’s going to buy me a special Gift?,
or a shoulder to lean on, when she needs a lift.?
But the fact of this matter is, Loves not Only about ‘Sex’ & ‘Materialistic’,
b,coz, c’mon, let’s be Realistic,
You know that it takes, Two to Dance, two to Tango,
Loves not always Paradise, like a Tropical Mango.
Stick it Through, Thick n Thin,
& don’t go Slagging him because of your Sins.!

Let’s go back way, way, in time of Birth,
if it wasn’t for Males Sperm, you wouldn’t be here on ‘Earth’.
But, i’l slow down a little & let’s not get ‘Hasty’,
Both genders know, Bad words become ‘Pasty’.
Previous Relationships, might not have gone so well,
with loss of control emotionally, cursing the other to Hell.
‘This is a Mans World’, ‘You got that Right’,
but i’l explain to you why, so we both don’t fight.

Men don’t Own the World, if that’s what Gal’s think,
if you listen closely to my words that Link.
Men decided to keep woman safe from Harm,
so he Built & Fitted Houses with Security Alarms,
He Built Fences around his Loved ones, ‘That’s Right’,
to try and keep them safe, Day & Night,
He works in Construction sites, to bring money in,
to also protect the woman’s Skin.

I’m Sure a man can’t do many things a woman can,
but if you want ‘Love to work’, then talk to him about your Plan.
A man knows when to be delicate with a ‘Real Lady’,
but a selfish one demands things she shouldn’t, then he becomes ‘Shady’.
A man is simple if he’s a Real man Taught,
but if you Hurt him, Don’t expect more than Naught.
So, without a Man in your Life, You could Never be a ‘Wife’,
but understand a decent man, could get you out of ‘Strife’.

The mans instinct is to build Roads & Bridges,
to make easier to get over difficult Ridges,
He believes the Disgusting & Dirty jobs to do,
that’s because, he thinks of Woman, that’s True.!
So he’l build you a foundation to work on later,
he’l leave you with the pleasant jobs, ‘Yes You the Decorator’.
Back in the days he would Hunt you food,
& try many ways to keep your Good mood.

You know it’s True, he tried many ways,
but with all your complains, we thank the Lord we only have Seven days. – ‘just kidding’
Don’t get me wrong, whatever you do,
We all have made mistakes, ‘They’, ‘Me’, & ‘You’,
Some Men are ‘Pigs’ & Don’t have ‘no Morals’,
they Evade what’s Right, to end it in Quarrels,
Some Men don’t Deserve a Life of Paradise,
but for those someday, they ‘Will Pay the Price’.
I believe in Equality, & Each with a Fair Share,
If you don’t have these, then ‘Nobody Cares’.
‘This Is A Mans World’, but not as it reads,
it was all for the Ladies, producing New Leads,
So not All people Have to be Right,
but Remember keep Sane, Long Live the Fight.

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* TWO HEARTS DANCING * – 2GETHER

In the moment when spare time arises, the fact of the matter is, take a break from continuous concentration, expand your mind, off yourself for a few, especially if your in a higher position than others, and you see they are in need of guidance. People know when they are doing it right, but doing it wrong, thoughts to unwind. Opinions Help, a good deed travels along way.., So i choose to Blog a thought, if it may be appealing to you or not, but surely, someone has seen to benefit. Learn something New everyday..

 

It’s taken me so long to see, – that Happiness and Misery,
Growing up, Without that change, – Now it’s Time to Re-arrange.
All the Bad things, i have Learnt, – I don’t use, Coz, i’d get Burnt;
Feeling ‘Love’ and what it’s ‘Worth’, – Giving ‘Life’ is Giving ‘Birth’.
So you can’t tell me i won’t Find, – ‘Some time soon my piece of Mind’,
‘Passionate’, ‘Deep’, ‘Soothing Streak’, for your ‘Loving’, I’m a ‘Freak’,
Flower Blossoms, Hillside Breeze, Aroma of Trance, – If Your ‘Not Here’ – ‘What a Tease’,
Feeling of your presence ‘Near’, Always in my Mind your ‘Here’,
I Shan’t Stop, Until i Find, This Rare Beauty of ‘Your Kind”,
Excited with Anxiety, though, Shamed to an Alt, by ‘Society’,
Words are ‘Spoken’, ‘Promises Broken’, ‘What happened to 1 for All’, OUR ONLY TOKEN?
It’s all ‘Right’, even when ‘Not’, Their’s always a way out, of all Tight Spots.
Sometimes, ‘Peak into a Hidden Place’, you’l find i Occupy that Space,
The Untrained Eye Can’t Recognize the Existence, so, that’s why, I keep my Distance.
A Person for all, ‘So you can Use my Tools’, Build your Dreams,
After you have finished with me, you Throw my Remains.
Time Passes, but you shan’t know, I still Hold the Pain of Grief, ‘I Will Not Show’.
Positive Vibes, ‘Control in Motion’, – I’l let you Drive my Locomotion,
‘Toot’ my ‘Horn’, You are my Light, if i can make you Happy, – Will you Shine ‘Bright’.?
Morning Wake up, Energy, you are my ‘Motivation’, My Get-up and Go,
If Living a life with, is what it means, then, ‘I’ Shall let it ‘Grow’.
Give me the Courage to Carry on, if it’s to know you’l be ‘by my side’,
A Memory to ‘Cherish’ for so long, With Posture, ‘We, Both, Stride’, ‘OUR PRIDE’..!

 

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“Consciously Heartbeat”

Stages in Life, when difference of styles, makes a difference to each and every individual, taking its course towards the unknown; either it being you had it all, or hadn’t at all, Economically poor, filthy Rich; Caring & Sharing, or Cruel & greedy, W.W.Y.D – W.W.J.D, freedom of Speech..

I had a Friend a Mentor, an Associate that i could Trust & believe in, someone who could get me places in Life, with plans to keep me safe towards Prosperity; He had his ups and downs and somewhere along the line, he lived a similar life i had, neglected and abused, though, hurt, in pain, with scars to remind him of how Cruel people treated him, ditching him; He found me, and found in me, that i was a part of him; he was my role Model, i looked up to him, and listened to his wise and Strategic methods, well known by the community, well Loved.., Unfortunately, he turned his back on me, He passed away, due to a Vehicle accident, i was Shattered as we had planned shortly prior to his death, to proceed large on a sketch towards a Happier Life.. i was Lost; lost my sense of direction.. Long years of heartache, he was a musician, and Ranked the 3rd best of the charts, & i had written a piece for us to perform, as i was the lead Singer; i held on to my Sketch drawn in 2003, and as you know i write, i have written, and will continue to paint Pictures with words, because to me, words do make a difference..

It doesn’t matter what we Had, or Did, though what are we gonna do Now..

In dedication to my Mentor.. R.I.P

*For Those: A Message: To Concern Themselves A Rethink!?

It doesn’t really matter any more to me,
the more i think about it i fall of my tree:
though, if i had of told you, it was all for You,
You’d just deny the fact, and make it seem Untrue.
Maybe, i’m that kind of person that you hear about,
those Silly Accusations, but for you, it’s ‘No Doubt’.
Think for yourself, is what i learned to do,
Don’t listen to chit chat, and you’l find your way through;
But Trust me, the little games don’t make ‘Ends Meet’,
b’coz, at the end of Endurance, ends off a Deadbeat.
Maybe your’e just thinking that your better than Me,
or maybe it’s just, your’e not Mature to see;
But what do you expect me to think from you,
it seems that any of the things i have said could be true,
Could also mean, that you feel all of this,
or, expect from Me, to give You Bliss.
But you’ve also heard, that their’s two sides to a Story,
that’s why we need to speak, to Revive the Glory.
Please don’t cut me off, as if i don’t exist,
or like in your black book, Cross me of the List.
What do you expect from me, or think i expect from you,
just remember, i’ve my own mind, i’m a ‘One Man Crew’;
Except their’s one thing i know, from ‘Here’ and ‘To’,
‘Everybody’ with a Heartbeat, ends off ‘Loving’, ‘It’s True’.!
They say that ‘Age’, ‘Doesn’t’ make a damn difference,
but, i need some proof, to know more of it’s Existence.
They say to ‘Read the Book before Judging the Cover’,
but ‘Sorry’, in this world, People don’t and end off hating each other.
I like to look up at the Sky, all Stars hung up, Wow, that’s Fly,
Sunset, Sunrise, you bet, first Prize, I’m not Shy,
‘Everybody’ needs Quality time, but Why?
They say Grown Men Don’t Cry, that’s a lie.
they say the Moons made of Cheese, Hehe, please,
but take it as it comes, a little humor, don’t mean to tease.
‘Faithful’, ‘Inspiration’, ‘Trust’, It’s All a ‘Must’,
But, what we Don’t need, is to be Cussed.
Forget the Past, you leave it Last,
Because, if you can’t cure it, you’l be ‘Hurting’ Fast.
Futuristic, Expectations, Leading to ‘Artistic Qualifications’,
‘No Need for Rehabilitation, I send myself, to Wild Destinations;
i’m the Coolest Man i know, i just go with the Flow,
I don’t love my Image, i Love my Knowledge So,
after all, i learned the Hard way, and ‘Still’ don’t know Enough,
Even the ‘Wise old Man’, Surely finds it Tough.
To Know each person, is to have been in their shoes,
having judging without a second thought, ‘No No’, ‘You Lose’.
That’s why, i Respect each person, ‘No Hesitation’,
Coz, I with a Conscience, have my ‘Limitations’.
I could continue to be the the ‘Ignorant’ or the ‘Intolerant’,
but, ‘I’ was the ‘ANGEL’ that was Sent, to forget any Resent,
As Both and for All, We were Born Gifted, and While Present.
Love to ‘Hate’ – Hate to ‘Love’, it’s all a Message from Above,
Birds and Bees, the way Mammals Ease, Most of all the ‘Love Dove’.
Thick and Thin, is where we are in, but don’t consider it a ‘Sin’,
Throw the Badness in the Bin, Open the door and let me ‘IN’;
‘Don’t Be afraid of the Big Bad Wolf’ cried He,
their’s always a Solution for that ‘Misery’.
Acknowledge the words that you have seen, Exactly, coz, That’s where i’ve been,
Destroy He who comes inbetween, i’l stop and think, but that’s Obscene,
Get the picture ‘War and Peace’, their is ‘NO Need’ for ‘Decease’,
All i ever wanted was that Tasty piece.
Obsession to Succeed, but most of all a ‘Good Deed’,
A helping hand is in need, this message i plant, like a Seed.
Before i leave, i give a toast with ‘Wine’,
To All the patient people who gave me ‘Time’;
Give, Take, Real, Fake, Lies, Truth, Seeing, Blind,
for Goodness Sake, I’ve been Very Kind,
How much of this piece of Mind,
I tell myself, to ‘Remind’;
Somewhere in that Deep Hole, I’ll Find that their ‘Exist a ‘Soul’;
It doesn’t mean, i’ve changed a thing at all,
But, i’m Still gonna Stand up, ‘Proud’ and ‘Tall’;
‘Blood – Emotions, Where do they Meet?,
To the ‘Rhythm’ of my ‘Heart’ that ‘Beats’.!

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How to be Happy Within

Being Happy Within, Only is from Purity and Self Dependent, it doesn’t mean you ‘Own a Business’, nor do you even ‘Work’, You can even live in the Streets, as homeless people do, maybe not even be Homeless, just love the idea to live in the wild, and getaway from Materialistic undesirables, have lot’s of money, maybe you do, what’s the use of being filthy rich, and not able to spend it all, before your dying days, Lives are in poverty, in need of Real attention, who will help the ‘Soul in Need’.?, Who are you, who are they, they don’t know you, you don’t know them, but what about the Land of Potential, Mother Nature, Gods Creation, Given to us Free of Charge, but we Steal her Productive Growing medicine that could Cure the world from diseases and Plague, but we seek beyond our needs, towards wanting more becoming Greed, forgetting if we plant a seed, “If it’s Right, or wrong, Take what you Need, not what you want”.. Show the Children the Values of The Future, and generations to have the ability to witness, Evolution, kindly changing, rather than feeding their minds with Competitions, resulting in hate and Demolitions..

I am happy even though i lived a hard Abused Life, but, i’m not the only one, God bless all the hurt souls, i hope you find your way, if you are on your own doing it, we know people in your life hate on you this very moment we breathe, and blame us for their every mistake, although they have Sinned heavily, without anyone witnessing their past they paint the picture and portrait of us, of the things they did without a care, setting us back for their selfish greedy selves, plus more.., but i don’t care, i entertain myself, and a good crowd..

I’l let you in on a Secret, I never showed Gratitude, when i found out they were dissing me, even when they called me Ungrateful, selfish or Crazy, but that’s not my Secret, the Biggest of my Secrets was and is, Never Let Anyone tell you who ‘You Are’, because only you live in your Body, as i’ve mentioned elsewhere 24/7/365 days, i am who i am such as you, and we alone know what we dwelt with, who we are, and if you don’t know who you are, then your nor bright are you, even if you don’t smile on the outside, you always have to smile on the Inside..

You can never be Lonely, Pick a Passion, get out and do it, don’t give up, otherwise it get’s worse, just that time you spend dwelling over setbacks, which bring setbacks, always keep motivated, ‘A Must at All Cost’.. Times are tough, though, times are good, lessons, experience, brings knowledge, and wisdom, draw a plan, write some steps, and follow each one ‘In Order’, and surely you will get to where your going..! Respect the rightful ways, even if your a RuffNut all for image, Snap out of it, you are not the only special treatment around, if you believe your worth more than anybody else, we are all in this together, so, Be Truthful to yourself With a SMILE….!

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Write and Publish a Book

Children are the Future, so why does it hurt, child abuse with careless and thoughtless acts of selfishness, destroyer of self esteem, leading a life of disorientation, with time a factor being cruel to heal the Scars and Pain..

Years have passed delaying Quality thoughts, with a saying that shall remain Truthfully To All, “BETTER LATE THAN NEVER”, until we find our piece of Mind, we can then Accomplish Dreams Locked up with a Passion towards a future, allowing us the ‘Right’ ‘Time’ & ‘Place’ to Unleash Our Beast within.. and the Real Story Begins..

I have Created a Video of my Accomplishments, with the Help of my Publishing Company.. Thanks to Partridge Publishing co., and Great Staff in their involvement of Publishing my book- “THE UNGRATEFUL CHILD”, I the Author “JOHNSON MAJOR”, would like to Introduce it to the world, as a journey by an others Perspective.. the Link below is my Introductory;

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I hope you enjoy.!