*This Is a Mans World*

*This is a Mans World*  Their is a Reason Why..!

WARNING:- If Your heart is too soft, or the Truth Hurts, You should not read on,
So Don’t Criticize me, when i tell you i had been Truly Honest even in Hurtful relationships in the past, & i’m still a Descent Person, he who had Opportunities to be in High Advantaged Bands, like in 1 case, one of the 3rd best drummers Locally, had lost his Life on a ‘750cc Suzuki GSXR Motor Bike’ Accident, as he decided one night to have a Friendly race with one of his mates, who he had met at the Traffic Lights, which had turned green & off they sped, clipping each others handle bars, after a wide fish tale, his bike slipped & he ended in the gutter head first, with an Instant Death; Prior to that, we had Arrangements, I would Write & Sing the lyrics  as he loved a piece that i had written for him, though Descent music In between Seal, & Lionel Richie;.., it did not happen, Instead i Buried my Friend, & Buried my Dreams with him..,

Still Eager to Manage my Hobbies as a Writer – Music, poems, Stories – Non fiction, Children’s books, Fiction, & whatever the Creative mind Visions with passion, Lost Few of my friends, as i had been absent, & Numb Minded, with ‘Time’ being a ‘Friend’ to ‘Heal’ a ‘Feared Soul’;
In fear to Involve myself & Commit to a Friendship with others then, what if i Lose Another..
Not Long later, i had been Drinking for Seven months Straight at a Bar as a Full time Customer, & met up with a Swedish Bloke, He had to be ‘1st best musician Locally, – (Drummer, bongos, benches, glass cups with water, mouth, Organ, Guitar, & whatever else he could play music with)., it had taken us 7 months to realize we were good friends, & i looked up to him, he being 5/6 years older than me. He worked with a Style that made even a Statue Smile, he always new how to break the Ice, meaning, their was never a person who would leave the Bar Unhappy, but always to leave with a Memory Unforgotten..

I was a Baby sitter to his Child for 2 months as he was away, then when he returned after his duty, we somehow drifted apart for at least 2 months, to then be called by his wife, to inform to me, that he had been found ‘Dead’ outside the Cemetery in his Car..
I was Shocked & felt Guilty, knowing we had been in a Conflict, before losing touch of each other those 2 months before; it was a Misunderstanding that should not have happened, though i also had in mind to approach him & ask him to Reconsider our friendship, no matter who’s  fault it had been, but i was too late.. I buried him & our Plans to Rock the Nation..
Losing friends was One of my Ugliest Hobbies, with Me Drifting away from myself, Let alone, my life of Abuse that i had Lived Scarring me to an extent, i felt i could not find anymore my ‘Direction’, feeling Deflated, Exhausted, Cursed, & Useless..,  So i continued on following my Shady Shadow of a Life..

If i had made People Laugh, it was because i had been Sad inside,

If it had been Stolen from me, I would have Given it away anyways,

If i had given my Sincere Love to the wrong Lady, I would have Lost my Love from Her before realizing it – She taking advantage of my Kindness..

My Pure Kindness had always been a Threat to those, who were Threatened by me, accusing me of being shifty.

We were once Innocent Beings, Until we witnessed Sins..

Like a Virgin losing her Virginity

and Good doesn’t stay Good Forever…!!

This is also abusive to the Guilty who have been sexist & in Denial of themselves, stating half a story, evading the core of problems, leading to discrimination, upon others..

I am not Racist nor Sexist, just writing this piece from experiences, & why not, also & ‘Only’ for those Ladies who Don’t get it & always blame Men for everything that ever went ‘Wrong’ by previous relationships, and for Fun writing, –  Creating pictures with words”..

Creative Writing, just having some fun, with words..

Before, the woman stood up for Equality,
to Live a life of Normality,
Crying, what man can do, i can do better,
so it was agreed after the vote, to ‘Let Her’.
But you see, some woman lost the whole point,
they cry they don’t need Men, but it ‘Aches’ in their Joint.

Who’s going to buy me a special Gift?,
or a shoulder to lean on, when she needs a lift.?
But the fact of this matter is, Loves not Only about ‘Sex’ & ‘Materialistic’,
b,coz, c’mon, let’s be Realistic,
You know that it takes, Two to Dance, two to Tango,
Loves not always Paradise, like a Tropical Mango.
Stick it Through, Thick n Thin,
& don’t go Slagging him because of your Sins.!

Let’s go back way, way, in time of Birth,
if it wasn’t for Males Sperm, you wouldn’t be here on ‘Earth’.
But, i’l slow down a little & let’s not get ‘Hasty’,
Both genders know, Bad words become ‘Pasty’.
Previous Relationships, might not have gone so well,
with loss of control emotionally, cursing the other to Hell.
‘This is a Mans World’, ‘You got that Right’,
but i’l explain to you why, so we both don’t fight.

Men don’t Own the World, if that’s what Gal’s think,
if you listen closely to my words that Link.
Men decided to keep woman safe from Harm,
so he Built & Fitted Houses with Security Alarms,
He Built Fences around his Loved ones, ‘That’s Right’,
to try and keep them safe, Day & Night,
He works in Construction sites, to bring money in,
to also protect the woman’s Skin.

I’m Sure a man can’t do many things a woman can,
but if you want ‘Love to work’, then talk to him about your Plan.
A man knows when to be delicate with a ‘Real Lady’,
but a selfish one demands things she shouldn’t, then he becomes ‘Shady’.
A man is simple if he’s a Real man Taught,
but if you Hurt him, Don’t expect more than Naught.
So, without a Man in your Life, You could Never be a ‘Wife’,
but understand a decent man, could get you out of ‘Strife’.

The mans instinct is to build Roads & Bridges,
to make easier to get over difficult Ridges,
He believes the Disgusting & Dirty jobs to do,
that’s because, he thinks of  his Woman, ‘His Precious’ that’s True.!
So he’l build you a foundation to work on later,
he’l leave you with the pleasant jobs, ‘Yes You the Decorator’.
Back in the days he would Hunt you food,
& try many ways to keep your Good mood.

You know it’s True, he tried many ways,
but with all your complains, we thank the Lord we only have Seven days. – ‘just kidding’
Don’t get me wrong, whatever you do,
We all have made mistakes, ‘They’, ‘Me’, & ‘You’,
Some Men are ‘Pigs’ & Don’t have ‘no Morals’,
they Evade what’s Right, to end it in Quarrels,
Some Men don’t Deserve a Life of Paradise,
but for those someday, they ‘Will Pay the Price’.
I believe in Equality, & Each with a Fair Share,
If you don’t have these, then ‘Nobody Cares’.
‘This Is A Mans World’, but not as it reads,
it was all for the Ladies, producing New Leads,
So not All people Have to be Right,
but Remember keep Sane, Long Live the Fight.

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Written by The Messenger     www.JohnsonMjr1.com

We Are The World

Friend, Truth & Lessons to Perfect

 

Friend who Never Was

  Born to this Life Ungratefully, i Sometimes feel lately that i ‘Complain’ more than i ‘Gratify’, even though i have smiled ‘Every single day of my Life’, even if others have made me Cry within, or have seen things that had emotionally brought tears rolling down my cheek; I had taught myself to Identify the difference between/from ‘Lies’ & ‘Truth’, who my Friends Really are, when you need them, if they show.. Well, i know that i would show, like always i gave a part of myself to all in need, or those of Greed, who would then use what they had learnt by me, and boast, with a claim that it was by them.. take the credit, i see your’e a thieving user & a Cheat, anyways (many have ‘labelled’ you many a Times), and know that you hadn’t used the knowledge correctly, but i hold the Blue Prints, detailed the path i took to accumulate such Journey & knowledge, proving myself, to someones inquiry moments prior to..

You don’t need to Justify yourself, when you are Honestly True to yourself!!!, though i felt the need to put this Selfish Low Life Terrorist in his place, who had met his Match maker, now he has left the State, in hiding, because the Imitation Gangster that he is, revealed to others he had destroyed Heavily in the past, are now looking for him, (now these old friends of mine are on my side, as we shared & compared our Stories, finding that this Terrorist had plots on all of us, bringing us all to Shame for all these years Blaming one another, for one Scum bag – Better late than Never) knowing he ‘Ain’t all that’.. God Be with you.., Thank god, i Stood up to him, as now for many years, those who he brain washed, framing us behind our Backs for things that he had done, Eg:- Call private numbers, to others ladies, promising their Lovers were two timing them, leading to Divorces, and Separations; also learning now, recently, that he had broken into cars of ours, and Stolen our Mobile phones, and Laptops from others in the Crowd, to gain access to our lives.. Good thing for me, mine was a Crap telephone, as i would only use it for work, because i learned from Australia, due to heavy Crime rate with Life threatening experiences to be Extra Careful., I’v seen things i shouldn’t have, though i had also learnt from, besides, i’m also a Brother from another Mother, but i Always Give ‘True Love to my Crowd’, even if i Know You or Not, just like ‘God Loves a Thief as Much as the Gentleman’,
To the destroyer – i may be a ‘Good Person’, but Stupid for You, But i wasn’t Born Yesterday, i knew your type when i met you, and should have taken action then, though, i hadn’t & i am a true believer in this saying, ‘What goes around comes around’ – ‘Karma’.. because, One whole lifetime, i am witnessing come backs ‘One’ after the other’..

Everything Matters to me..!
How about You?..
You thought you walk in my shoes, wake up from your dreams).. besides, did you think i didn’t see you? i bought that phone with a pre-paid card for work, costing 15 euros, & not once had i called a friend on it, not that i have anything to hide. This was one week Ordeal, now i’m constantly on my Guard, as Usual – ‘Always Expect the Unexpected?, but I, ‘With a Smile’ will live my Life happy, & Live ..:)))))..
I Walk with the benefit of the doubt, though always on Guard, & Loyal.. Truthfully we are all Humans with different Views & circumstances, we know we should be Nice to one another, though too nice is asking for trouble if your’e not careful.. besides, ‘We can’t All be the same’, with each individual walking separate paths, this is what Educates Us all – Difference & Togetherness..

Racial

I thought i got used to Racism, though to see a person minding their own business, walking down the Street, who had migrated to a Foreign country with a desire to be here.., then out of nowhere, in front of my wife & daughter, he shouts from his car, (Local Lingo) ‘Hey Blacky’, Go back Home’, slowing his car at walking pace next to the Bloke, tagging along with him; (my daughter, picks up every detail, & she is a recording machine) now he’s passing me, and i called out to him, then he slowed to a halt, with his whole arm out the car, and i said to him in English, I’m from Australia, give me a Comment, make me Laugh, & teach my daughter Something to remember you by, and by the way you are double the mans color that you had called ‘Blacky’; He Froze speechless, realizing my Wife was foreign and i was Local, when i started to speak the Local language perfectly, as i  told him to park his car, and i’l be back momentarily, pulling out my mobile, facing it to his Car, he sped off in Shame & most of all in fear..
By the way, i temporarily Live in Europe.. Where anything goes..? I guess when you grow older, you understand the severity, it wasn’t fair on the people who witnessed this careless act, who placed filth upon Innocent people’s mind…  I was thanked by cars passing by, but i didn’t reply, i kept on my way, teaching my girl that this is Life, & she was at the fresh age of Four, asked saying, “daddy, why does that man say ‘Blacky’ to the other man”; (I was ‘Fuming’ inside, but this was a moment to educate at time of need, scrounging in mind for an excuse to give to her), “because my little Princess, some people get upset with themselves sometimes, & they take it out on others”, i reply, looking at my Wife, & she looking at me, in relief i had approached the matter Calm.. My daughter finally adds, “Not good, naughty man”….

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I try not to turn on the T.V, because all you see is Terrorist in all forms, either it being the governments, imperfect nature towards tax payers, soldiers on missions to fight Terrorist, unemployment rates, criminal activities on the rise, more violence than ever, so i don’t know why, if i’m becoming soft, though, each time i look at my growing girl, i fear the Crime rate Grows faster and stronger, as she is still young; Question is, so far i have reflected with Good manors, educating her delicately, with productiveness; ‘Now’ do i also teach her Self Defense in between; see the way i see it, i know that i won’t be their always for her, and i don’t think i can handle it, if something should ever happen, Uncalled for..
Mentally, we are forced to Keep Our Guard as society is ‘Unpredictable’, coming up with different & New ways to Cut Corners which always spells ‘Trouble’; Why you ask? Just like the 5(Five) W’s, without knowing them all, you lack knowledge of Discipline.

I sat in disgust and put some pictures in a video, and although it needs some touch ups, i just thought to keep the moment alive, and remind people to pass this on to people who need to see, and remind themselves, “WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER”.

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“Consciously Heartbeat”

Stages in Life, when difference of styles, makes a difference to each and every individual, taking its course towards the unknown; either it being you had it all, or hadn’t at all, Economically poor, filthy Rich; Caring & Sharing, or Cruel & greedy, W.W.Y.D – W.W.J.D, freedom of Speech..

I had a Friend a Mentor, an Associate that i could Trust & believe in, someone who could get me places in Life, with plans to keep me safe towards Prosperity; He had his ups and downs and somewhere along the line, he lived a similar life i had, neglected and abused, though, hurt, in pain, with scars to remind him of how Cruel people treated him, ditching him; He found me, and found in me, that i was a part of him; he was my role Model, i looked up to him, and listened to his wise and Strategic methods, well known by the community, well Loved.., Unfortunately, he turned his back on me, He passed away, due to a Vehicle accident, i was Shattered as we had planned shortly prior to his death, to proceed large on a sketch towards a Happier Life.. i was Lost; lost my sense of direction.. Long years of heartache, he was a musician, and Ranked the 3rd best of the charts, & i had written a piece for us to perform, as i was the lead Singer; i held on to my Sketch drawn in 2003, and as you know i write, i have written, and will continue to paint Pictures with words, because to me, words do make a difference..

It doesn’t matter what we Had, or Did, though what are we gonna do Now..

In dedication to my Mentor.. R.I.P

*For Those: A Message: To Concern Themselves A Rethink!?

It doesn’t really matter any more to me,
the more i think about it i fall of my tree:
though, if i had of told you, it was all for You,
You’d just deny the fact, and make it seem Untrue.
Maybe, i’m that kind of person that you hear about,
those Silly Accusations, but for you, it’s ‘No Doubt’.
Think for yourself, is what i learned to do,
Don’t listen to chit chat, and you’l find your way through;
But Trust me, the little games don’t make ‘Ends Meet’,
b’coz, at the end of Endurance, ends off a Deadbeat.
Maybe your’e just thinking that your better than Me,
or maybe it’s just, your’e not Mature to see;
But what do you expect me to think from you,
it seems that any of the things i have said could be true,
Could also mean, that you feel all of this,
or, expect from Me, to give You Bliss.
But you’ve also heard, that their’s two sides to a Story,
that’s why we need to speak, to Revive the Glory.
Please don’t cut me off, as if i don’t exist,
or like in your black book, Cross me of the List.
What do you expect from me, or think i expect from you,
just remember, i’ve my own mind, i’m a ‘One Man Crew’;
Except their’s one thing i know, from ‘Here’ and ‘To’,
‘Everybody’ with a Heartbeat, ends off ‘Loving’, ‘It’s True’.!
They say that ‘Age’, ‘Doesn’t’ make a damn difference,
but, i need some proof, to know more of it’s Existence.
They say to ‘Read the Book before Judging the Cover’,
but ‘Sorry’, in this world, People don’t and end off hating each other.
I like to look up at the Sky, all Stars hung up, Wow, that’s Fly,
Sunset, Sunrise, you bet, first Prize, I’m not Shy,
‘Everybody’ needs Quality time, but Why?
They say Grown Men Don’t Cry, that’s a lie.
they say the Moons made of Cheese, Hehe, please,
but take it as it comes, a little humor, don’t mean to tease.
‘Faithful’, ‘Inspiration’, ‘Trust’, It’s All a ‘Must’,
But, what we Don’t need, is to be Cussed.
Forget the Past, you leave it Last,
Because, if you can’t cure it, you’l be ‘Hurting’ Fast.
Futuristic, Expectations, Leading to ‘Artistic Qualifications’,
‘No Need for Rehabilitation, I send myself, to Wild Destinations;
i’m the Coolest Man i know, i just go with the Flow,
I don’t love my Image, i Love my Knowledge So,
after all, i learned the Hard way, and ‘Still’ don’t know Enough,
Even the ‘Wise old Man’, Surely finds it Tough.
To Know each person, is to have been in their shoes,
having judging without a second thought, ‘No No’, ‘You Lose’.
That’s why, i Respect each person, ‘No Hesitation’,
Coz, I with a Conscience, have my ‘Limitations’.
I could continue to be the the ‘Ignorant’ or the ‘Intolerant’,
but, ‘I’ was the ‘ANGEL’ that was Sent, to forget any Resent,
As Both and for All, We were Born Gifted, and While Present.
Love to ‘Hate’ – Hate to ‘Love’, it’s all a Message from Above,
Birds and Bees, the way Mammals Ease, Most of all the ‘Love Dove’.
Thick and Thin, is where we are in, but don’t consider it a ‘Sin’,
Throw the Badness in the Bin, Open the door and let me ‘IN’;
‘Don’t Be afraid of the Big Bad Wolf’ cried He,
their’s always a Solution for that ‘Misery’.
Acknowledge the words that you have seen, Exactly, coz, That’s where i’ve been,
Destroy He who comes inbetween, i’l stop and think, but that’s Obscene,
Get the picture ‘War and Peace’, their is ‘NO Need’ for ‘Decease’,
All i ever wanted was that Tasty piece.
Obsession to Succeed, but most of all a ‘Good Deed’,
A helping hand is in need, this message i plant, like a Seed.
Before i leave, i give a toast with ‘Wine’,
To All the patient people who gave me ‘Time’;
Give, Take, Real, Fake, Lies, Truth, Seeing, Blind,
for Goodness Sake, I’ve been Very Kind,
How much of this piece of Mind,
I tell myself, to ‘Remind’;
Somewhere in that Deep Hole, I’ll Find that their ‘Exist a ‘Soul’;
It doesn’t mean, i’ve changed a thing at all,
But, i’m Still gonna Stand up, ‘Proud’ and ‘Tall’;
‘Blood – Emotions, Where do they Meet?,
To the ‘Rhythm’ of my ‘Heart’ that ‘Beats’.!

Written by  www.JohnsonMjr1.com       2003

How to be Happy Within

Being Happy Within, Only is from Purity and Self Dependent, it doesn’t mean you ‘Own a Business’, nor do you even ‘Work’, You can even live in the Streets, as homeless people do, maybe not even be Homeless, just love the idea to live in the wild, and getaway from Materialistic undesirables, have lot’s of money, maybe you do, what’s the use of being filthy rich, and not able to spend it all, before your dying days, Lives are in poverty, in need of Real attention, who will help the ‘Soul in Need’.?, Who are you, who are they, they don’t know you, you don’t know them, but what about the Land of Potential, Mother Nature, Gods Creation, Given to us Free of Charge, but we Steal her Productive Growing medicine that could Cure the world from diseases and Plague, but we seek beyond our needs, towards wanting more becomes of Greed, forgetting if we plant a seed, “If it’s Right, or wrong, Take what you Need, not what you want”.. Show the Children the Values of The Future, and generations to have the ability to witness, Evolution, kindly changing, rather than feeding their minds with Competitions, resulting in hate and Demolitions..

I am happy even though i lived a hard Abused Life, but, i’m not the only one, ‘God bless all the Hurt Souls’, i hope you find your way, if you are on your own doing it, we know people in your life hate on you this very moment we breathe, and blame us for their every mistake, although they have Sinned heavily, without anyone witnessing ‘their past’ they paint the picture and portrait of us, of the things they did without a care, setting us back for their selfish greedy selves, plus more, knowing we have caught on to them, busted.., but i don’t care, i entertain myself, and a good crowd, ‘Without Conversations scratching others’, – ‘Just don’t do it to me, and i won’t go hard with facts against you’..

I’l let you in on a Secret, I never showed Gratitude, when i found out they were dissing me, even when they called me Ungrateful, selfish or Crazy, but that’s not my Secret, the Biggest of my Secrets was and is, Never Let Anyone tell ‘You’ Who ‘You Are’, because you are the only living your Flesh/Body, as i’ve mentioned elsewhere 24/7/365 days, i am who i am such as you, and we alone know what we dwelt with, who we are, and if you don’t know who you are, then learn about yourself and fix up the aspects you wish to modify, and learn to respect yourself with confidence to oppose hard tasks, even if you don’t smile on the outside, you always have to smile on the Inside – Longer Life..

Choose a Passion and work with it, plan, Steps, practice, accomplishments, achievements brings, a Boost to Confidence, equals Happiness, bring back your Glow!

You can never be Lonely, Pick a Passion, get out and do it, don’t give up, otherwise it get’s worse, just that time you spend dwelling over setbacks, which bring setbacks, always keep motivated, ‘A Must at All Cost’.. Times are tough, though, times are good, lessons, experience, brings knowledge, and wisdom, draw a plan, write some steps, and follow each one ‘In Order’, and surely you will get to where your going..! Respect the rightful ways, even if your a RuffNut all for image, Snap out of it, you are not the only special treatment around, if you believe your worth more than anybody else, we are all in this together, so, Be Truthful to yourself With a SMILE….!

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