The Life Of A Lie

The Life Of A Lie

Liar Liar Pants on Fire

 

‘Honesty’ is Always the best Policy, It’s worked for Me all through my Life, & whoever tells me & those who had, – “A little white Lie, never Hurt anybody”, are of those who can’t be Trusted. & let’s just say i had seen an act of Sin, which concerned ‘You’, with you then asking me if i had seen anything, i would Say “NO”, But How did i know, when your Car had been Stolen, with a little Baby in the back seat of it, & not a moment too soon, Police Cars, pass you by in a rush, stopping at the next junction lights.. Prior to, I witnessing with a Clear Description of the Car Thief, & with the ability to Stop this act, as i needed only 10 seconds to approach him, or make a phone call, or even Attract attention by calling out loud, disorientating this Action, the Thief needing close to 30 seconds to unlock the car with a Coat hanger wire..
following 5 minutes after our small talk, i approaching the Junction where the Police had been, to find the perimeter had been Taped & Blocked off, though as a pedestrian with the ability to walk in closer Range, i had noticed The Driver & Baby with some other car bits & pieces ‘Scattered” in Front of the two Cars involved in a Tragic Accident, leaving Three people Dead, & a wreckage unidentifiable, & let’s not get into the Gory Bits,

‘We get the Picture’..
I Look back to Find You, with a Conscience, & proceed walking towards where we Last met; though on the way realizing the ‘Guilt’, what Shame, I would have to ‘Lie’ to support another ‘Lie’, But the ‘Truth’ is, gaining in on your whereabouts, Truthfully, i had been at your Mercy, Drowning in my Own Tears, I could not tell you what had happened, but Crying to you for forgiveness; I was more ashamed & feeling Deflated, more than You had been worried for your car being thieved; & i Crying to you, “Please Forgive me…, I could have done something to Stop the thief”.. I then needed a bed to Lay on, as the ‘Guilt’ had Suddenly taken over my Strength, as if my Bones, & muscles had been taken from me; Feeling like Jello..

 

The Moral of the Story is, “Honesty is Always the Best Policy”

 

People Shy From the Truth, thinking the ‘Truth Hurts’, In My Point of View,

call it Cruel or whatever you please, but, The ‘Truth Must Hurt’, In order to keep Truth, Stay True to You.. True to Others..

 

By the way, I wrote this from another’s Perspective & what he had dwelt with, after turning a Blind Eye; Now he has to Live with a Bitter Future Remembering his past Act of Carelessness, You Can’t even mention Pinocchio to him, as this has changed his Life Dramatically..

 

Yes, i would have mentioned the Truth to You..!

Yes, i would have Apprehended the Thief – Big or Small..

 

Stand up to Yourself, Stand up to the ‘Truth’.. The Past not only Effects You, But, Be at least Considerate to the ‘Future’ of Others..

Based on a True Story..

Whatever situation your in,  consequences have their Prices, so to those who Fake their way around, other’s live it in Reality..

 


 

 

 

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I Could Not Save You My Good Friend. Part 2

Part 2                                       I Could Not Save You My Good Friend

I Now had Uncurled that Tail of mine,
having been told the Truth, 
Relieving me of the Agony lived with, for so much time.

After some research, then being told,
to release all guilty feelings, & for my Strength to Hold,

I then had been informed of the Tragic News,
which made me upset, now i was on a Rampage to find more Clues.

Funeral 1

First of all to let you all know,
that this my friends is not some hype, 
& nor some cheap lie, or a Far fetched Show.

With whatever comes next with at visual replayed,
& before i get there, I Must clear my Throat, without further Delayed,

This is what i have to say to give you all a Logic View,
Describing of the Where, what, when, Why & Who,

I who Lived a Life of Heartache & Grief,
Surely had no intentions to inflict pain on others, 
with I Informing in one short Brief,

I lived my Years Athletic & Number 1,
i would finish first completing all Tracks, 
with my Adrenalin running wild, after hearing the start up Gun.

I Never knew of Drugs or what they were for,
nor even Nescafe, or Coca Cola, 
but used to watch people Crave & insist on More,

Until one day when my dreams had been forced to an Absolute Halt,
with life changing instants character provoked change with a Jolt.

I had been So upset this one last Straw which topped the Ice,
the people who were supposed to love me, forced me into paying their price.

I got mixed up with the Neglected type,
who taught me everything about the wrong & Right,

but i always had a passion for Staying in Control,
with all in Moderation, as i remained eager towards Life, with All my Soul.

I Never revolved Life around Drugs,
but it always seemed, that i Couldn’t evade all the hardcore Thugs,

I made friends with all type,
because i considered everyone equal, feeling All your heartbeats, Now, that’s Hype

What’s for sure is that i’m No Saint,
i’v made many mistakes, with now with my words of Wisdom, you visualize pictures, the One’s that i Paint.

‘Tony’, in all that happened that night,
Still had an attachment on Heroin, 
but for me it was a one off thing, coz i couldn’t Stand the Drug, That’s Right.

I Now Hate the Drug so much more,
as he Finally Lost his Life, 
Finally His Lights Turned Off, & Also the closure of Doors.

Funeral Holy Light Candle lights

I did not know His Weakness at the time,
i answered i could find, this so called Heroin, this ugly Drug, this Grime.

I felt this Grief, This Guilt, This Shame,
but people who new me & what happened, always said the same thing, ‘Your Not To Blame’,

Even a Cop who was a God Parent to Tony’s Child,
mentioned to me, He Chose his Destiny, always being so Wild.

This Cop even Said that when he was found Dead,
(2 months after we had broke Friendship), this Dealer of his, had picked up & Fled.

I Babysit Tony’s Son when he was in Jail,
my left arm in a Cast, it was time to rehabilitate behind the Rail.

Though, that went all Sour,
coz when he got Out, He went Chasing ‘Harry’, every minute, every Hour.

I hadn’t been their after he Got Out,
i was accused of an Affair with his wife when he was in, besides she was at Work, & he surely didn’t know what he was talking about,

He was found in his Car outside of our Local Cemetery Dead,
He Injected Bad Stuff, & that’s why His Dealer Fled.

You Dirty Rotten Basted, you Dirty Prick, taking Advantage of people with your Dirty Trick.

Theirs more to the Story than meets the Eye, as i buried my friend, and i didn’t even get to Say Bye.

But i know your in a place that’s better, R.I.P My Friend,
with an Apology as i write this Letter,

I’m Sorry i was not there with a Mind to Lend,
I’m Sorry I Could Not Save You My Good Friend..! 

Dedicated to my Good Friend Tony, a Victim of Past & Addictions, though,
I who have lived a Dark Path, can tell you one thing;
Most of the Drug users that i have come across, had been the most gentle &
most talented persons.
We are all Gods Creation, & I will not Stop Association when i come across All types of Characters, i can handle myself, this a part of life..
Most Definite of all, I am not afraid of what others say,
knowing yourself!
My Prerogative – Be Natural

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We Are The World

Friend, Truth & Lessons to Perfect

 

Friend who Never Was

  Born to this Life Ungratefully, i Sometimes feel lately that i ‘Complain’ more than i ‘Gratify’, even though i have smiled ‘Every single day of my Life’, even if others have made me Cry within, or have seen things that had emotionally brought tears rolling down my cheek; I had taught myself to Identify the difference between/from ‘Lies’ & ‘Truth’, who my Friends Really are, when you need them, if they show.. Well, i know that i would show, like always i gave a part of myself to all in need, or those of Greed, who would then use what they had learnt by me, and boast, with a claim that it was by them.. take the credit, i see your’e a thieving user & a Cheat, anyways (many have ‘labelled’ you many a Times), and know that you hadn’t used the knowledge correctly, but i hold the Blue Prints, detailed the path i took to accumulate such Journey & knowledge, proving myself, to someones inquiry moments prior to..

You don’t need to Justify yourself, when you are Honestly True to yourself!!!, though i felt the need to put this Selfish Low Life Terrorist in his place, who had met his Match maker, now he has left the State, in hiding, because the Imitation Gangster that he is, revealed to others he had destroyed Heavily in the past, are now looking for him, (now these old friends of mine are on my side, as we shared & compared our Stories, finding that this Terrorist had plots on all of us, bringing us all to Shame for all these years Blaming one another, for one Scum bag – Better late than Never) knowing he ‘Ain’t all that’.. God Be with you.., Thank god, i Stood up to him, as now for many years, those who he brain washed, framing us behind our Backs for things that he had done, Eg:- Call private numbers, to others ladies, promising their Lovers were two timing them, leading to Divorces, and Separations; also learning now, recently, that he had broken into cars of ours, and Stolen our Mobile phones, and Laptops from others in the Crowd, to gain access to our lives.. Good thing for me, mine was a Crap telephone, as i would only use it for work, because i learned from Australia, due to heavy Crime rate with Life threatening experiences to be Extra Careful., I’v seen things i shouldn’t have, though i had also learnt from, besides, i’m also a Brother from another Mother, but i Always Give ‘True Love to my Crowd’, even if i Know You or Not, just like ‘God Loves a Thief as Much as the Gentleman’,
To the destroyer – i may be a ‘Good Person’, but Stupid for You, But i wasn’t Born Yesterday, i knew your type when i met you, and should have taken action then, though, i hadn’t & i am a true believer in this saying, ‘What goes around comes around’ – ‘Karma’.. because, One whole lifetime, i am witnessing come backs ‘One’ after the other’..

Everything Matters to me..!
How about You?..
You thought you walk in my shoes, wake up from your dreams).. besides, did you think i didn’t see you? i bought that phone with a pre-paid card for work, costing 15 euros, & not once had i called a friend on it, not that i have anything to hide. This was one week Ordeal, now i’m constantly on my Guard, as Usual – ‘Always Expect the Unexpected?, but I, ‘With a Smile’ will live my Life happy, & Live ..:)))))..
I Walk with the benefit of the doubt, though always on Guard, & Loyal.. Truthfully we are all Humans with different Views & circumstances, we know we should be Nice to one another, though too nice is asking for trouble if your’e not careful.. besides, ‘We can’t All be the same’, with each individual walking separate paths, this is what Educates Us all – Difference & Togetherness..

Racial

I thought i got used to Racism, though to see a person minding their own business, walking down the Street, who had migrated to a Foreign country with a desire to be here.., then out of nowhere, in front of my wife & daughter, he shouts from his car, (Local Lingo) ‘Hey Blacky’, Go back Home’, slowing his car at walking pace next to the Bloke, tagging along with him; (my daughter, picks up every detail, & she is a recording machine) now he’s passing me, and i called out to him, then he slowed to a halt, with his whole arm out the car, and i said to him in English, I’m from Australia, give me a Comment, make me Laugh, & teach my daughter Something to remember you by, and by the way you are double the mans color that you had called ‘Blacky’; He Froze speechless, realizing my Wife was foreign and i was Local, when i started to speak the Local language perfectly, as i  told him to park his car, and i’l be back momentarily, pulling out my mobile, facing it to his Car, he sped off in Shame & most of all in fear..
By the way, i temporarily Live in Europe.. Where anything goes..? I guess when you grow older, you understand the severity, it wasn’t fair on the people who witnessed this careless act, who placed filth upon Innocent people’s mind…  I was thanked by cars passing by, but i didn’t reply, i kept on my way, teaching my girl that this is Life, & she was at the fresh age of Four, asked saying, “daddy, why does that man say ‘Blacky’ to the other man”; (I was ‘Fuming’ inside, but this was a moment to educate at time of need, scrounging in mind for an excuse to give to her), “because my little Princess, some people get upset with themselves sometimes, & they take it out on others”, i reply, looking at my Wife, & she looking at me, in relief i had approached the matter Calm.. My daughter finally adds, “Not good, naughty man”….

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I try not to turn on the T.V, because all you see is Terrorist in all forms, either it being the governments, imperfect nature towards tax payers, soldiers on missions to fight Terrorist, unemployment rates, criminal activities on the rise, more violence than ever, so i don’t know why, if i’m becoming soft, though, each time i look at my growing girl, i fear the Crime rate Grows faster and stronger, as she is still young; Question is, so far i have reflected with Good manors, educating her delicately, with productiveness; ‘Now’ do i also teach her Self Defense in between; see the way i see it, i know that i won’t be their always for her, and i don’t think i can handle it, if something should ever happen, Uncalled for..
Mentally, we are forced to Keep Our Guard as society is ‘Unpredictable’, coming up with different & New ways to Cut Corners which always spells ‘Trouble’; Why you ask? Just like the 5(Five) W’s, without knowing them all, you lack knowledge of Discipline.

I sat in disgust and put some pictures in a video, and although it needs some touch ups, i just thought to keep the moment alive, and remind people to pass this on to people who need to see, and remind themselves, “WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER”.

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* TWO HEARTS DANCING * – 2GETHER

In the moment when spare time arises, the fact of the matter is, take a break from continuous concentration, expand your mind, off yourself for a few, especially if your in a higher position than others, and you see they are in need of guidance. People know when they are doing it right, but doing it wrong, thoughts to unwind. Opinions Help, a good deed travels along way.., So i choose to Blog a thought, if it may be appealing to you or not, but surely, someone has seen to benefit. Learn something New everyday..

 

It’s taken me so long to see, – that Happiness and Misery,
Growing up, Without that change, – Now it’s Time to Re-arrange.
All the Bad things, i have Learnt, – I don’t use, Coz, i’d get Burnt;
Feeling ‘Love’ and what it’s ‘Worth’, – Giving ‘Life’ is Giving ‘Birth’.
So you can’t tell me i won’t Find, – ‘Some time soon my piece of Mind’,
‘Passionate’, ‘Deep’, ‘Soothing Streak’, for your ‘Loving’, I’m a ‘Freak’,
Flower Blossoms, Hillside Breeze, Aroma of Trance, – If Your ‘Not Here’ – ‘What a Tease’,
Feeling of your presence ‘Near’, Always in my Mind your ‘Here’,
I Shan’t Stop, Until i Find, This Rare Beauty of ‘Your Kind”,
Excited with Anxiety, though, Shamed to an Alt, by ‘Society’,
Words are ‘Spoken’, ‘Promises Broken’, ‘What happened to 1 for All’, OUR ONLY TOKEN?
It’s all ‘Right’, even when ‘Not’, Their’s always a way out, of all Tight Spots.
Sometimes, ‘Peak into a Hidden Place’, you’l find i Occupy that Space,
The Untrained Eye Can’t Recognize the Existence, so, that’s why, I keep my Distance.
A Person for all, ‘So you can Use my Tools’, Build your Dreams,
After you have finished with me, you Throw my Remains.
Time Passes, but you shan’t know, I still Hold the Pain of Grief, ‘I Will Not Show’.
Positive Vibes, ‘Control in Motion’, – I’l let you Drive my Locomotion,
‘Toot’ my ‘Horn’, You are my Light, if i can make you Happy, – Will you Shine ‘Bright’.?
Morning Wake up, Energy, you are my ‘Motivation’, My Get-up and Go,
If Living a life with, is what it means, then, ‘I’ Shall let it ‘Grow’.
Give me the Courage to Carry on, if it’s to know you’l be ‘by my side’,
A Memory to ‘Cherish’ for so long, With Posture, ‘We, Both, Stride’, ‘OUR PRIDE’..!

 

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“Consciously Heartbeat”

Stages in Life, when difference of styles, makes a difference to each and every individual, taking its course towards the unknown; either it being you had it all, or hadn’t at all, Economically poor, filthy Rich; Caring & Sharing, or Cruel & greedy, W.W.Y.D – W.W.J.D, freedom of Speech..

I had a Friend a Mentor, an Associate that i could Trust & believe in, someone who could get me places in Life, with plans to keep me safe towards Prosperity; He had his ups and downs and somewhere along the line, he lived a similar life i had, neglected and abused, though, hurt, in pain, with scars to remind him of how Cruel people treated him, ditching him; He found me, and found in me, that i was a part of him; he was my role Model, i looked up to him, and listened to his wise and Strategic methods, well known by the community, well Loved.., Unfortunately, he turned his back on me, He passed away, due to a Vehicle accident, i was Shattered as we had planned shortly prior to his death, to proceed large on a sketch towards a Happier Life.. i was Lost; lost my sense of direction.. Long years of heartache, he was a musician, and Ranked the 3rd best of the charts, & i had written a piece for us to perform, as i was the lead Singer; i held on to my Sketch drawn in 2003, and as you know i write, i have written, and will continue to paint Pictures with words, because to me, words do make a difference..

It doesn’t matter what we Had, or Did, though what are we gonna do Now..

In dedication to my Mentor.. R.I.P

*For Those: A Message: To Concern Themselves A Rethink!?

It doesn’t really matter any more to me,
the more i think about it i fall of my tree:
though, if i had of told you, it was all for You,
You’d just deny the fact, and make it seem Untrue.
Maybe, i’m that kind of person that you hear about,
those Silly Accusations, but for you, it’s ‘No Doubt’.
Think for yourself, is what i learned to do,
Don’t listen to chit chat, and you’l find your way through;
But Trust me, the little games don’t make ‘Ends Meet’,
b’coz, at the end of Endurance, ends off a Deadbeat.
Maybe your’e just thinking that your better than Me,
or maybe it’s just, your’e not Mature to see;
But what do you expect me to think from you,
it seems that any of the things i have said could be true,
Could also mean, that you feel all of this,
or, expect from Me, to give You Bliss.
But you’ve also heard, that their’s two sides to a Story,
that’s why we need to speak, to Revive the Glory.
Please don’t cut me off, as if i don’t exist,
or like in your black book, Cross me of the List.
What do you expect from me, or think i expect from you,
just remember, i’ve my own mind, i’m a ‘One Man Crew’;
Except their’s one thing i know, from ‘Here’ and ‘To’,
‘Everybody’ with a Heartbeat, ends off ‘Loving’, ‘It’s True’.!
They say that ‘Age’, ‘Doesn’t’ make a damn difference,
but, i need some proof, to know more of it’s Existence.
They say to ‘Read the Book before Judging the Cover’,
but ‘Sorry’, in this world, People don’t and end off hating each other.
I like to look up at the Sky, all Stars hung up, Wow, that’s Fly,
Sunset, Sunrise, you bet, first Prize, I’m not Shy,
‘Everybody’ needs Quality time, but Why?
They say Grown Men Don’t Cry, that’s a lie.
they say the Moons made of Cheese, Hehe, please,
but take it as it comes, a little humor, don’t mean to tease.
‘Faithful’, ‘Inspiration’, ‘Trust’, It’s All a ‘Must’,
But, what we Don’t need, is to be Cussed.
Forget the Past, you leave it Last,
Because, if you can’t cure it, you’l be ‘Hurting’ Fast.
Futuristic, Expectations, Leading to ‘Artistic Qualifications’,
‘No Need for Rehabilitation, I send myself, to Wild Destinations;
i’m the Coolest Man i know, i just go with the Flow,
I don’t love my Image, i Love my Knowledge So,
after all, i learned the Hard way, and ‘Still’ don’t know Enough,
Even the ‘Wise old Man’, Surely finds it Tough.
To Know each person, is to have been in their shoes,
having judging without a second thought, ‘No No’, ‘You Lose’.
That’s why, i Respect each person, ‘No Hesitation’,
Coz, I with a Conscience, have my ‘Limitations’.
I could continue to be the the ‘Ignorant’ or the ‘Intolerant’,
but, ‘I’ was the ‘ANGEL’ that was Sent, to forget any Resent,
As Both and for All, We were Born Gifted, and While Present.
Love to ‘Hate’ – Hate to ‘Love’, it’s all a Message from Above,
Birds and Bees, the way Mammals Ease, Most of all the ‘Love Dove’.
Thick and Thin, is where we are in, but don’t consider it a ‘Sin’,
Throw the Badness in the Bin, Open the door and let me ‘IN’;
‘Don’t Be afraid of the Big Bad Wolf’ cried He,
their’s always a Solution for that ‘Misery’.
Acknowledge the words that you have seen, Exactly, coz, That’s where i’ve been,
Destroy He who comes inbetween, i’l stop and think, but that’s Obscene,
Get the picture ‘War and Peace’, their is ‘NO Need’ for ‘Decease’,
All i ever wanted was that Tasty piece.
Obsession to Succeed, but most of all a ‘Good Deed’,
A helping hand is in need, this message i plant, like a Seed.
Before i leave, i give a toast with ‘Wine’,
To All the patient people who gave me ‘Time’;
Give, Take, Real, Fake, Lies, Truth, Seeing, Blind,
for Goodness Sake, I’ve been Very Kind,
How much of this piece of Mind,
I tell myself, to ‘Remind’;
Somewhere in that Deep Hole, I’ll Find that their ‘Exist a ‘Soul’;
It doesn’t mean, i’ve changed a thing at all,
But, i’m Still gonna Stand up, ‘Proud’ and ‘Tall’;
‘Blood – Emotions, Where do they Meet?,
To the ‘Rhythm’ of my ‘Heart’ that ‘Beats’.!

Written by  www.JohnsonMjr1.com       2003

*Mind Power*

I held you tight, without a fright,
Dancing Our Souls, under the bright Moonlight,
We looked at each others Eyes, Seeing Truth and No Lies,
We Kissed each others Lips, with the ‘Mmmmm’ as replies.
Making Love with Passionate Desire,
Which you became, my Warmth of Fire,
I telling you this, my Blood Pressure Higher,
You turn and say to me, that i’m a Liar.
‘It’s True’ i say, every little bit,
I’m telling you that, ‘I cannot forget it’,
I close my Eyes, I see a Candle Lit,
and there before it, is where you sit;
I just Close my Eyes, and so be it.

Making Love, with Passionate Desire,
which you became my warmth of Fire;
I just Close my Eyes…. and so be it,
No Hurting nobody,………So…..be…it!

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Write and Publish a Book

Children are the Future, so why does it hurt, child abuse with careless and thoughtless acts of selfishness, destroyer of self esteem, leading a life of disorientation, with time a factor being cruel to heal the Scars and Pain..

Years have passed delaying Quality thoughts, with a saying that shall remain Truthfully To All, “BETTER LATE THAN NEVER”, until we find our piece of Mind, we can then Accomplish Dreams Locked up with a Passion towards a future, allowing us the ‘Right’ ‘Time’ & ‘Place’ to Unleash Our Beast within.. and the Real Story Begins..

I have Created a Video of my Accomplishments, with the Help of my Publishing Company.. Thanks to Partridge Publishing co., and Great Staff in their involvement of Publishing my book- “THE UNGRATEFUL CHILD”, I the Author “JOHNSON MAJOR”, would like to Introduce it to the world, as a journey by an others Perspective.. the Link below is my Introductory;

For more Information click on my website

www.JohnsonMjr1.com

I hope you enjoy.!